You've Changed...and Change is the only constant.

I don't know why, but last night I finally let my emotions out. All of them. And I have to admit that I felt like a new person this morning. I woke up with a smile on my face. In love with the chance of new opportunities and new interest in everything from work, life and especially love.

I wont lie, I was bummed by the fact that things didn't work out, but what am I suppose to do, be upset forever? No, you cant live your life that way. Plus I did that once and I wont do that again (see from every relationship you learn something). Last night it all came together for me. I realized that things happen for a reason (There is always a reason. The point is do you want to see it or do you ignore it?). My situation didn't work out but that's ok, because for the first time in a long time I opened up my heart and that right there is a mini miracle in a way. Maybe not a mini miracle but it did make me see that I am ready for love and the next chapter in my life.

On my way to work I had my ipod on and I started listening to Keyisha Cole and then I heard a song that I hadn't heard in a long time. Its called "You've Changed". Now this song is not what happened in my situation, but it did open my eyes even more. People change. One day you're up, one day you're down. Either way, you need to do what makes you happy. Here are the lyrics to the song. I love them so much that I have the song on repeat. I hope you enjoy it!


**Keyshia Cole, You've Changed**
I already heard your side of the story now hear mine,
Ima tell you why cause you changed when you got doe no you listen

I remember like yesterday the very day I met you,
you was lookin fly I was actin shy so when you walked by
I ignored you good thing you turned around and asked me my name in an instant
my attitude changed swept me off my feet you were so sweet feelin kinda deep
you amused me gave you my number next day you called askin if you can see me
so I said alright you can stop on by it gave me butterflys,
30 minutes knock knock its you I'm glad to see you but I keep my cool from day one
I fell in love with you but now I ask myself who are you.

[Chorus]
You changed You changed you got doe and changed you got doe and you changed baby
you changed it wasn't the same you got doe and you changed you got doe and you changed what was I to do.

You were never there why should I be there, their know one there to hold me I am workin hard
and late these are the day's when a girl like me needs lovin if he's not
then someone else is getting what he causes you wasn't takin care of home
left me there alone so whats a girl to do when she's feelin in the mood we were together
but we grew apart thinkin with my mind and not my heart packed up all my things left the engagement
ring
cause from the looks of things I can't do this live this life that I call my life
and if this is what is like being your wife I'd rather be your friend then through thick and thin
but now it's the end my sufferin.

[Chorus]
You changed You changed you got doe and changed you got doe and you changed baby
you changed it wasn't the same you got doe and you changed you got doe and you changed what was I to do.

What was I to do, sit around and wait for you to call
when I wanted be in your arms missin you every minute
you were gone you were gone to long doin who knows what who knows where
you act like you didn't care when I wouldn't be here, cause you changed.

[Chorus]
You changed You changed you got doe and changed you got doe and you changed baby
you changed it wasn't the same you got doe and you changed you got doe and you changed what was I to do.

No it ain't about the house with rims and the range
no it ain't about the cars and houses and things
no ain't perpetraintin with the clothes broken promises please.
No ain't about the hype that you given to me.
No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it,

Oh no what was I to do about it.

No it ain't about the house with rims and the range
no it ain't about the cars and houses and things
no ain't perpetraintin with the clothes broken promises please.
No ain't about the hype that you given to me.
No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it